Showing posts from August, 2016

It's good to watch movies

I was contemplating whether I should send an email to this person to clarify something but I was reluctant. I am not sure how it will be taken and thought maybe I'll not send it after all to avoid any problems that may arise.  Then I suddenly remembered a dialogue in a movie I just watched, or rather re-watched, today. I am someone who like to watch old movies again and again and again. Like I have mentioned before, it feels like I am spending time with an old friend.  The movie was Home Alone and this was the dialogue that came to mind. Kevin is the 8-year son who was accidentally left home alone by his parents, played by Macaulay Culkin and Marley is their next door neighbour.  Kevin: My point is, you should call your son.  Marley: What if he won't talk to me? Kevin: At least you'll know. Then you could stop worrying about it.  That basically settled my mind and I sent the emailed almost immediately.  It is good to watch movies, old or new. pearlie

Disability & The Gospel

Disability & The Gospel, How God Uses Our Brokenness to Display His Grace by Michael S. Beates I found this  Kindle book  on sale in Amazon today. I was attracted by the title and I so love the cover design. It's print list price is $15.99 and it's Kindle price is only $2.99. I got a copy and started on it. I like it. I have just read the introduction so far and I think it's going to be a good read. Here are some excerpts.  ...the brokenness of lifelong disability leaves many people in a state of what some have called “chronic sorrow.” And too often, the Christian church in the West communicates to people that sorrow and brokenness are conditions we expect people to overcome and conquer...But the hard truth is some of us, by God’s difficult providence, find ourselves facing brokenness day in and day out with no prospect of a significant change in the situation. In fact, though you walk on with Christ, by faith, often with gritty devotion and hard work, not only does the

Oh! To read. To think. To write.

I was reading M. Bakri Musa's  Malaysia's Wasted Decade 2004-2014   when he quoted this from Ananta Pramoedya, a renowned Indonesian writer, which I thought was brilliant. Pramoedya wrote it in his book Rumah Kaca or The Glasshouse .  " Orang boleh pandai setinggi langit, tapi selama ia tidak menulis, ia akan hilang di dalam masyarakat dan dari sejarah ." (Your intellect may soar to the sky but if you do not write, you will be lost from society and to history.) I am a person who would be happy just reading and thinking and learning. But I did think what use is that going to be? Some of the stuff I read and think is for work, and so that is good. But for most of the things I read and think, I do not really have an outlet to where it can be useful.  I used to teach but I don't get that opportunity very often. And I have yet to find my next teaching gig.  So when I read that quotation, I felt that it meant a lot to me. At least I am writing, albeit in a small littl

One hundred pianos and one tuning fork

The sermon today was preached from the Gospel of John chapter 17, the pastoral prayer of Jesus and in the midst of preaching, AW Tozer was quoted.  “Has it ever occurred to you that one hundred pianos all tuned to the same fork are automatically tuned to each other? They are of one accord by being tuned, not to each other, but to another standard to which each one must individually bow. So one hundred worshipers met together, each one looking away to Christ, are in heart nearer to each other than they could possibly be, were they to become 'unity' conscious and turn their eyes away from God to strive for closer fellowship.”   ― A.W. Tozer, The Pursuit of God I never saw unity from this perspective before. I have had many rounds of church theme with the subject of unity and I just realised now that I've only seen it from the perspective of our own effort in making it work together. But it will only work if each of us strived to be attuned to Jesus, and only then will we be a

Malaysia's Wasted Decade 2004-2014, The Toxic Triad of Abdullah, Najib and UMNO Leadership by M. Bakri Musa

I finished reading Ayaan Hirsi Ali's  Infidel  today. It was an excellent read. I was impressed by how much she had progressed while in Netherlands, learning Dutch and especially her obtaining a degree in Political Science from Leiden University. She did not write in detail about what she studied but it has definitely piqued my interest. With that, I began searching for my next read and looked for political based books that I can learn from. I found several in Amazon that sound very interesting but I also realized that it might not be as beneficial if I did not know enough about Malaysian politics. I then tried to search for books that would give me a good analysis of the political world in Malaysia. There were very few titles available in that category in Amazon and I only found this one interesting.  Malaysia's Wasted Decade 2004-2014, The Toxic Triad of Abdullah, Najib and UMNO Leadership by M. Bakri Musa There wasn't any Kindle version available and so I

La Bohème by Kuala Lumpur City Opera

My friend, Wee Yin and I attended an opera performance this evening: La Bohème by the Kuala Lumpur City Opera.  I went for two reasons. My good friend Ee-Tan is in the chorus and I wanted to support her. The other reason is I have not been to an opera before and thought it was time I go see one.  It was very good. The tenor Yap Jin Hin who played Rodolfo is  an excellent singer, as well as Fang-Hao who played Marcello. Excellent voices.  The only one thing I did think whilst in the midst of watching was that it is indeed a little weird to see Chinese people singing in Italian and playing Italian roles.  We got very good seats in the middle of the auditorium.    The only not so good thing was that the screen where the English subtitles were displayed was at the top of the hall. We had to look up and down way too often. I'd either lose the understanding of what they were singing or lose concentration of what they were doing.  At the start of Act 3. During Act 3.  Wee Yin and I agreed

A book I couldn't put down

Infidel, My Life by Ayaan Hirsi Ali I got to know about  Ayaan Hirsi Ali  when I watched a  debate  in YouTube and I've been impressed with her every since. I found that she wrote several books and I got a copy of  Infidel, My Life  to read.  I started reading and I could not put it down.  She wrote about growing up in Somalia, Saudi Arabia, Ethiopia and Kenya. She was blessed to be born in a well-known family line but her young life was harsh and hard. She was arranged to be married to a man she haven't met before and in her travel to her new home, she escaped to Netherlands and sought for asylum. She gained citizenship, graduated in political science and began working in the Dutch parliament. However, she soon had to be placed under high security because her partner in producing a movie was murdered as a result. She now lives in America.  The book received much praise. I found these accolades from Wikipedia: The launch of the book in the Netherlands was considered a success,

In my wishlist: A Kindle Reader

I keep thinking about whether I should get a Kindle Reader for myself. I told myself no, since I am already using my iPhone and iPad to read but I am still tempted to get one. I was trying to read in a very bright place a few days ago and it was difficult and I felt even stronger I should get one.  But I'm still undecided. I have enough gadgets already and shouldn't get another one. I read most at night anyway and using my iPad with night mode works very well for me. The Kindle Paperwhite with front light is a bit too pricey and I don't read that often in the day time. You see that I'm trying hard to dissuade myself. Anyway, Amazon does not ship the product to Malaysia...for now. pearlie 

Humility and humiliation

I was chatting with my colleague and happened to use "humility" and "humiliation" in one sentence, and I wondered if they were related.  I checked the etymology of the words and found it here: humiliation (n.) late 14c., from Old French  humiliacion  (14c.) or directly from Late Latin  humiliationem  (nominative  humiliatio ) "humbling, humiliation," noun of action from past participle stem of  humiliare  "to humble," from  humilis "humble" (see  humble  (adj.)). humility (n.)   early 14c., "quality of being humble," from Old French  umelite  "humility, modesty, sweetness" (Modern French  humilité ), from Latin  humilitatem (nominative  humilitas ) "lowness, small stature; insignificance; baseness, littleness of mind," in Church Latin "meekness," from  humilis  "humble" (see  humble  (adj.)). In the Mercian hymns, Latin  humilitatem  is glossed by Old English  eaðmodnisse They seem to be

The Problem of Pain

I had wanted to blog about the sermon I heard yesterday but I was still mulling about it. It's on John 16:16-33, where Jesus was speaking to his twelve disciples before he prayed the pastoral prayer in chapter 17.  The gist of the sermon was that the greatest of things come through pain and suffering. Jesus's usage of the childbirth metaphor (16:21) points exactly to the fact that we will suffer and there will be anguish and pain. There will groaning and moaning. This is all part and parcel of life.  But there is a purpose to the pain. It is temporary though it might feel like eternity and we will feel that we are stuck. But when the baby is born, the anguish will be turned to joy, immense and lasting joy. The basis of this joy is the very presence of the resurrected Jesus. The deep abiding assurance through his death and ressurrection.  I love how the pastor put it but I was also wondering about pain. It is a necessity for us as his children, at least here on earth, that we su

My eyes are getting old

I came back from church after having a good time chatting with some people. The subject of creationism and evolution came up in our conversation, which reminded me that I have yet to continue in the  book  that I have started to read more than a month ago. So I got down to it the moment I got home. And I was in a good frame of mind to read it and managed to read more than half the book. But the problem was that after reading for about five hours straight, my eyes got so tired I could only focus if I squinted. I should stop reading I know for the sake of my eyes but when you are on a roll, it's difficult to stop.  I can't read small print in books anymore and so I'm on the iPad with an enlarged font size. But I'm not sure if the backlight is affecting my eyes, so maybe it would be better if I got myself a Kindle reader. Would it help? I've been trying to convince myself that I don't need it. It's not cheap.  pearlie

An excellent read: The Book Thief

The Book Thief by Markus Zusak I have finished reading The Book Thief and I absolutely loved it. I have not read such a good book in a long time. The book is about living amidst dying. It's about the suffering and the joys of life. It's really a book about the paradox of life, as told by death.  And I like the way Markus Zusak write, the way he brings life into words. Read these and you'll know what I mean. Such beauty in words.  Eventually, Liesel Meminger walked gingerly inside. Hans Hubermann had her by one hand. Her small suitcase had her by the other. Like most misery, it started with apparent happiness.  "My heart is so tired," the girl had said.  The consequence of this is that I'm always finding humans at their best and worst. I see their ugly and their beauty, and I wonder how the same thing can be both In years to come, he would be a giver of bread, not a stealer - proof again of the contradictory human being. So much good, so much evil. Just add wat

Prayer for a difficult friend

We sometimes come across our fellow brothers and sisters with whom we are not sure how to deal with. In the end, it is still with love and acceptance, forgiveness and understanding. May God have mercy on us. Father, I may be blind to my own role in this relationship. Help me see the truth about myself. Apply the healing power of Your Word to my heart and mind. Deliver me from any stronghold that causes me to harm people with my words and actions. Save me from self-destructive patterns. I struggle in my relationship with this person. I need You to give me wisdom on how to love her well. You are my shield and defender. Show me how, when and where to erect boundaries in our relationship. I believe You are my healer and I trust You to guard my heart and mind. I need Your specific directions on how to interact with her. I want to love her with a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. (1 Timothy 1:5) Help me to love her courageously. Fill me with Your truth and compel me to fe

How to speak so that people want to listen

I talk quite a bit sometimes about singing and the fact how useful it would be to learn and train ourselves to sing better so others will hear us better.  I just came across this TED Talk, not about singing, but about speaking, almost in the same way I'd talk about singing, and I find it brilliant.  The thing is I find there are some people who speak and you'd listen. Why? I think Julian Treasure here has the answer.  First and foremost, it starts from within. Who you really are on the inside counts a whole lot. It applies when you are singing, in meaning it from your heart what you sing. And it counts a lot when you speak. Because since I'm hearing you out, who are you as you really are on the inside? pearlie 

The Book Thief: I finally got it

In searching for a good book to read, I have finally found it in Markus Zusak's The Book Thief .  The Book Thief  by Markus Zusak  I have always wanted to read it but after trying to start on it several times, it never caught on me. I read the first few pages and I keep getting lost. I was quite irritated by it. I have been told and I have seen it everywhere that it is an amazing book. I even refuse to watch the movie wanting to read the book first.  I tried it again two days ago and I got the same experience but I stuck on it this time. I finally understood it.  And it was brilliant.  I even went back and read it again from the beginning and I tell you, it is a spectacular start and premise for a story.  I have not finished reading it yet, and I am relishing in it. I plan to slowly savour it, the reading and the story.  pearlie 

Malaysians read very little, and it is a fact

I was preparing some training material on how to think creatively when I realised that from my experience in engaging with people here, I could surmise that Malaysians read very little. I tried to look for some statistics, and I was right. Although Malaysia has among the highest literacy rate in South East Asia, out of 85% of Malaysians who read regularly, 77% of them prefer newspapers, 3% read magazines, 3% read books and 1.6% read comics. 1 Three percent?! First, let me qualify myself. When I say read , I mean books. I suppose there are those who argue that reading articles, newspaper, magazines still count as reading. Maybe, but it cannot be compared to reading books, where your mind works in articulating the thoughts of a non-fiction author or imagining in the mind of a fiction author. It is different. Online articles, newspaper and magazines more or less gives you the information, the data. They are important and useful, but they cannot be compared to reading a book. So,

What joy it is to read

I have certainly slowed down a lot on reading this year. I thought I had wanted to spend time on other areas of my life but now that we are about to move into the fourth quarter of the year, I wished I had set my mind on reading instead. Why you may ask? It is because I really missed reading. What joy it is to find a book with a story you hope you will live in for a few days. What joy it is to find gems of truth forming in the pages that you are reading. What joy it is when you suddenly understand differently or learnt something completely unbeknownst to you. What joy it is when the characters find the very resolution you know they would and should. What joy it is when you can't wait to turn to the next page to find out what happens next. What joy it is when you read the last word of the book and breathe a sigh of contentment, and yet with sadness lay it down. But like everyone else, I have only so much time. So I need to manage it well and lay aside what is not important

A Thousand Words #188

Saviour like a shepherd lead us, much we need your tender care.  pearlie

How I am not $33,000 richer

It was  reported  that, first editions of Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone that contain a typo error may be worth more than $33,000.  The error lies in the repetition of "1 wand" on page 53 in the list of other equipment Harry should have.  I knew my copy would not be the one since I bought it in Bangkok and hardly would be a first edition, but I went and checked it anyway.    Nope, I'm not $33,000 richer.  But I did wonder, would I have sold it if it were? If I did, I would no longer have a complete set and how I got the complete set is an interesting story in itself.  But yes, I would.  pearlie

I left my iPhone behind, twice!

I do not know what's wrong with me today. I left my iPhone behind not once, but twice! But I got it back! First in the restaurant and the second time in the washroom. I am so, so thankful.  Was my mind too occupied? Was there a change in my habits? What there a change in my routines? I think my mind was too occupied. I admit I was so busy thinking today it is a wonder my brain did not explode.  I can feel a headache coming. Oh! Where is my phone? pearlie

Our persecuted brothers and sisters

I have been reading a book on Christians who are persecuted around the world, I am N by The Voice of Martyrs, and it breaks my heart to hear their stories. It opened my eyes as to the need for much prayer and support for them. It puts it all into perspective for me when I find myself in situations where there's hatred. It is nothing in comparison to what these people are suffering and yet they persevere in joy and in thankfulness.  For more information, check out  The Voice of Martyrs in .  pearlie

Understanding Molinism/Middle Knowledge, God's Foreknowledge and Predestination

Salvation and Sovereignty, A Molinist Approach by Kenneth Keathley I bought another book! I read the introduction in the preview section and I wanted to read more. Kenneth Keathley grew up within the Reformed tradition but found himself struggling with Calvinism. He sought to bring it all into both being consistent and biblical through Molinism. But before I do read it though, I need to get the basics in place. My good friend Noel told me that Molinism is an effective alternative to a Calvinistic understanding of divine foreknowledge. But I need to know the difference between Arminianism, which is what I hold, and Molinism or middle knowledge. I found this article by Roger Olson which was helpful:  Are Arminian Theology and Middle Knowledge Compatible?  Olson did not give an affirmative yes to this. He said middle knowledge is "knowledge whereby God knows not only what will happen but would happen...once one believes that God uses middle knowledge to render certain that e

I now shop in bed

  The Big Book of Christian Apologetics: An A to Z Guide by Norman L. Geisler I could not sleep last night and ended up buying a book. But it's a good deal. I bought the $26.99 book for only $2.99 in Kindle version except now I found out that the price even got further reduced to $1.99. pearlie

No more pocket monsters for me

After three days, I'm calling it quits. Pokemon Go, that is.  I just wanted to see what the craze is all about and after three days, I felt it wasn't worth my time. I want to have a better use of my time and attention, especially my attention.  I did notice that I thought about it a lot, everywhere I go, wondering if there's a Pokemon or a Pokestop.  With that, I'm done with it.  So let's just say: been there done that, move on. There are just too many better and more useful things to do.  pearlie

A visit to CDPC Puchong

My family and I visited  City Discipleship Presbyterian Church (CDPC) Puchong  this morning. I had planned to pay a visit for some time now and we finally did. It is a very pleasant family church. We liked it that the kids join in the worship and later break off to their Sunday School classes before the sermon starts. We liked it that the service begins early at 9:30am. We liked it that we do not need to worry about the carpark and had some time to fellowship with one another after service. We liked it that the people there were so warm and inclusive. We liked it that it is so near our home. The message by the pastor was from John 15:1-17 on Jesus being the vine and the disciples the branches. He did not preach in point form but I did pick up these three major strands: 1. We are commanded to remain in Jesus. Remaining in him means not to leave or stray away. Remaining in Christ means remaining in his Word. The focus on Jesus is also a focus on his revelation through the Word

Time wasted

The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time.  ~ Bertrand Russell A day wasted on others is not wasted on one's self.  ~ Charles Dickens I have wasted my hours.  ~ Leonardo da Vinci When you kill time, remember that it has no ressurrection.   ~ A.W. Tozer pearlie

Suicide Squad ★★☆☆☆

My colleague and I went and watched Suicide Squad this evening. I watched the trailer when I was at the cinema for the Star Trek movie and it was sensational. I was looking forward to it in spite the fact that its Rotten Tomatoes score was only 31%. It has since dropped to 27%. Well, from my title of this post you'd know that I was much disappointed. I had expected too much out of it.  Warning: some spoilers ahead.  For one, the plot was extremely thin. It had too many repetitions. It played back too much and they kept repeating scenes. The initial build up was boring. The middle was boring and the ending was just ok. And why in the world would anyone want to work with a magical being or sorceress you very well know you can't control, I have no idea. I did not at all feel engaged in the movie. I felt I was watching from outside. I saw the props of the movie as props. I really wasn't in it.  And the close out of the movie was not exciting at all. They all willingly went back

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Slide:ology and Resonate

Slide:ology and Resonate by Nancy Duarte I was introduced by my colleague to Slide:ology by Nancy Duarte. I got a copy of it and soon I also bought its prequel, Resonate. They are really good books.  If you would like to find out how those excellent speakers do it, these books would be a good start.  Slide:ology is about how to create good visual aids and Resonate is how you can make your presentation so good that it resonates with your audience.  I am actually using them as material in my preparation for a training programme at work. T here is so much in those books I hardly know where to begin.  However, I feel we are long way off from the ideal and so I still have to meet them halfway.  pearlie

Best char siew in Kuala Lumpur

My hubby once bought me what I thought was the best char siew (caramelised barbecued pork) in the world. My colleagues and I were there today and the pork was very good.  We were there a couple of weeks ago but it did not taste as nice but today it was perfect. The secret is to especially ask for the  bun fei sau  or the pork belly part, and especially the char siew tau .          Kedai Kopi Tian Hong (opposite 7-Eleven) A82, Jalan Tuanku 2 Taman Salak Selatan Kuala Lumpur Opens till 3 or 4pm Contact no: 03 79830557 pearlie Photos from  Decoding Galvin

I am back to buying and buying and buying books

I am seriously back to my old habit of buying books by the dozen. But ebooks this time.  I used to visit the Sufes and Evangel bookstores and purchased loads of books on each visit. I buy them because they interest me, because if I don't get them them, they'd be gone, and because I collect them. I stopped buying so many when I decided to switch to the electronic version. Ebooks will always be there and so I told myself to only buy them when I finish what I'm currently reading at the time.  I got myself into a buying spree at one time when I had time-limited 30 to 75 percent discount coupons from Kobo. I stopped when they stopped giving discounts. But I just found out that Amazon offer  discounted books  very often. I was already so happy that Amazon has begun selling its Kindle books outside the USA, what more now they are offering some at a quite good discounts, even up to 93%!. I have posted  here  mid of last month when I bought 20 of them at one go.  And I have not stop