It’s so hard to find forgiveness
I learnt a big lesson about forgiveness today. Something happened and I realised how lightly have I taken God’s forgiveness.
For one, I take myself too seriously at times and I don’t easily forgive myself.
And secondly, I find that people at work do not forgive, nor are they emphathetic when you make a mistake.
With this, I realised how much I have taken the forgiveness of God for granted, that I don’t think too much of it.
But the things that I have done wrong and how I have sinned against my God is so much more in comparison to the mistakes I have made where forgiveness is so hard to come by.
Imagine if God were like the people we encounter with everyday, who are judgmental and unforgiving, how can we live without God’s forgiveness?
I am now so grateful that God forgives. And I’m forever grateful for he died for me on the cross, in my place for my sin, so I may live.
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
~ 1 John 1:9 ESV
I, I am he who blots out your transgressions for my own sake, and I will not remember your sins.  Put me in remembrance; let us argue together; set forth your case, that you may be proved right.
~ Isaiah 43:25-26 ESV
In him we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace, which he lavished upon us, in all wisdom and insight making known to us the mystery of his will, according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.
~ Ephesians 1:7-10 ESV